FATE Magazine
Jan 31, 20229 min
BY CALVIN PARKER
Most everyone knows parts of my story but not all of it. As I said on many of the podcasts that I’ve been on there is a story for another time. If I’m honest I have never really wanted to tell this part of my story simply because I didn’t want people to worry. It also scares the hell out of me, and that’s not an easy thing to admit.
I really don’t want to re live this part of my story again but it was handed to me I guess as a gift or maybe even a curse. You decide which. Either way, for years I thought it was better to leave it alone and not really talk about it but now seeing what is going on in the world and what I saw could be coming to pass I thought I should put it on the record. I don’t want to worry anyone or scare anyone and hope that I am wrong. You can believe me or believe me not but I swear to God that what I am about to tell you is the truth.
In 1993 a friend of mine persuaded me to go with him to meet with abduction researcher Budd Hopkins. At the time Budd was speaking at a UFO convention there. We kept a low profile as I didn’t want anyone to recognise me but Budd met us and I agreed to undergo hypnosis. This took place in Budd’s hotel room. My publisher Philip Mantle obtained a copy of the cassette tape that had a recording of the hypnosis on it. A full transcript of this is published in full in my two books. I will however use part of it here as it deals with the part of this encounter that I have been reluctant to talk about. I must point out that I did remember a lot of this prior to the hypnosis:
CALVIN: I’m looking at, I’m looking around, I’m looking at the ceiling, I’m looking at the floor and I’m looking around for a door to get out, I know I came through a door. But I see me in a mirror, but I also see something else in the mirror, I’m not there by myself. I have a real strange feeling that I’m being watched, I’m being watched, that’s what I’m feeling, it’s more than that.
BUDD: Do you think one person’s watching or two, or more?
CALVIN: No, watch, just watching.
BUDD: Just watching?
CALVIN: Electricity is bouncing off of the walls (inaudible)…little balls of electricity just bouncing and bouncing. I remember dodging them; I was dodging them there from one side to the other.
BUDD: When you look in that mirror do you think you can actually see faces in there?
CALVIN: Oh yeah there’s faces all in there.
BUDD: What do they look like?
CALVIN: I don’t know but there’s faces in there. There’s faces all in there. But she’s coming back in the room, the door opens, and I can leave. She walked in and I grabbed her. I got her round her skinny-ass little neck and I’m choking her right now and she’s fixing to go with me. And I’m beating her head against this mirror and there’s some kind of black stuff, yuk, coming out. And then through the door the thing that brought me in and I felt a stinging again.
BUDD: Where’s that black stuff coming from, look at the face?
CALVIN: She’s got ears; it’s coming out of her ears.
BUDD: She’s got big ears, little ears?
CALVIN: Oh, she’s got ears like, like us guys, (inaudible)….bigger, she’s skinny, a skinny little thing.
BUDD: What color hair does she have?
CALVIN: Her hair was bluish-green, but the lights were bluish-green.
BUDD: Right, so it’s hard to tell?
CALVIN: Right.
BUDD: Was her hair loose and curly?
CALVIN: Yeah, yeah, loose and curly, a lot less of it though.
BUDD: Now take one last look; I’m going to ask you one last question about her. Do you think you’ve seen her in the past couple of years?
CALVIN: Yes, I’ve seen her. No, no, I haven’t seen her. No.
BUDD: Why did you say yes and then you said no Calvin, you said yes first?
CALVIN: No, I didn’t see her, I seen whatever came through the door with me, I seen him again, him again
BUDD: Where did you see him?
CALVIN: A few years ago.
BUDD: Where was that?
CALVIN: I’m laid down.
BUDD: Are you at home or in your car or are you walking.
CALVIN: Uh, I was walking?
BUDD: Can you tell me about a little bit more about that later, I just want to go back to one thing, you went to a party recently, a support group meeting, do you remember those people at that meeting?
CALVIN: Uh, uh.
BUDD: Who’d you see?
CALVIN: I seen a woman, a woman that I seen, on the ship. Not on a ship, a ship and I see her, but I see through her, she’s wicked.
BUDD: Did she say anything to you at the party, did you (inaudible)….this one, at the support group I mean?
CALVIN: She stared at me and she’s mad, I can read her thoughts, I’m reading her thoughts, she’s mad because I was supposed to come alone, she wanted me to come here alone, because she wants to kill me.
BUDD: Well, she maybe wanted you to think that, but it don’t mean…
CALVIN: No, she wants to kill me.
BUDD: Well, maybe she wants you to think that Calvin, but you’ve got to be careful in any sense, but I don’t think that’s probably real, she’s just wants you to feel that. You remember more about that, let’s go back to the room now and you’ve been hitting that lady, woman, and black stuff is coming out of her ears and then this man came in and he stung your arm, what does he do now?
CALVIN: He leaves, and I’m paralyzed.
BUDD: You’re paralyzed?
CALVIN: He’s back out the door.
BUDD: Okay.
CALVIN: I’m paralyzed, and she gets up and is she pissed.
BUDD: Is she pissed, did you hurt her?
CALVIN: Oh, she’s mad, she’s hurt, she’s hurt bad. And she scratched me around the eyes, fingernails and I can’t move, and they were ripping my eyes, fingernails and she’s still ripping them and all I can think of was I’ll get to where I move again.
BUDD: Did you close your eyes to protect your eyes?
CALVIN: No, I sit there staring at her; I couldn’t even blink my eyes.
BUDD: But she scratches your eyeballs?
CALVIN: Uh, uh. My eyelids, eyebrows, there’s blood coming from there. Some kind of light, a strong white light, then she just talked to me, but she wasn’t moving her mouth, but she was talking to me.
BUDD: What did she say to you?
CALVIN: She didn’t say nothing to me, she’s pulling, she’s pulling thoughts out of my head, everything that I know and she’s pulling thoughts out and then she tells me, she tells me she’s, you’re not gonna be any danger to us. And I remember (inaudible)…who is us.
She said you will no longer be a threat, I didn’t know I was a threat to start with, but she can bet that I will be a threat from now on. She’s evil, she’s really evil, I can see destruction, I’m able to see things that I’ve never seen before.
BUDD: What are you seeing?
CALVIN: Another light shines on me and it’s like it’s only now it’s beautiful and she’s afraid of this light, she’s really afraid of this light, she’s turning her head now, she’s getting back into the corner and trying to get at the door where this light’s shining on me. And through this light I can see things, current things, the past; I know things that I’ve never known. It’s like sitting back and watching a movie and been able to see into the future through this light.
BUDD: What are some of the things you see?
CALVIN: I feel a real warm sensation, the best feeling I ever had in my life. Thank God I’m finally dead, I’m dead. And my soul is leaving my body. She’s actually killed me; my soul’s leaving my body. In this light, this strong light, I’m glad it’s all over now; I’ll finally get some peace. And then I see angels, nothing like I’ve ever seen before. Oh, oh. I’m being pulled back down now; I’m being pulled back into my body. I don’t wanna go back into my body I just wanna leave; I want to go into this light, (inaudible)..it just felt so good, let me go back into this light, don’t send me back, Lord please take me, take me. Let me come to you, I don’t want to go back, but I have to go back, I have to fight her.
I have to individually hunt her down and her kind and this is just a thought that has come into my head. I have to find them and sort them out and I have to kill them. I have to go back, I must go back (inaudible)…I must go back to my body now, I must, I’m back in my body. I’m in a standing position. It’s not right to hate your fellow man, but I hate what’s going on. It’s like (inaudible)…what’s she’s afraid of and I see the destruction, I see the world being changed for what it’s like. I see them possessing bodies, taking them over, again I have a power to fight it, I have the power to (inaudible)…..again I can see through her now and the light’s gone. I’m at total peace with myself.
She turned around and looked, she won’t come around now, she’s backing away, she’s back through the door and she’s gone, she’s out of sight. I feel brave, I’m bleeding. I’ve bled so much, I’m hurting, my ribs, they feel like they’ve been broken, and I feel violated, but I feel at peace now, I feel it’s over now. And they escort me out the door, the same one that brought me in and I’m back into this little ball and I’m being carried back out.
I see Charlie still standing on the pier, I’m still in this little ball and I see Charlie on the pier and he’s standing there as though he’s paralyzed, Charlie’s paralyzed. I’m thinking well, what did they do to him.
As some of you will know I had a near death experience while on board this craft . This was when my blood was drained out of me and then replaced with what I still don’t know. Then things were shown to me, Things from the past, present and future. I guess one could call it a curse .Ever since then I have had major health problems but slowly I have overcome most of them
I would not be talking about it now if I hadn’t seen some of these come true. I sure don’t want people to think I am psychic because I am not. Maybe I was handed a curse or it could be a way to help save our planet or mankind. But it scares the hell out of me not for me but for the future of all of us. My time here on earth is almost over been having a lot of health problems. I would not want to leave here knowing there could be something I could do to help someone. So I will tell what I was shown that day onboard the UFO and I will try to go into as much detail as I can remember.
(1) There is a plague going on now, of course there has always been some kind of plague since the beginning of time but from what I saw this on gets even worse. It was caused by mankind which is very bad because God is going to teach us a lesson and stay out of it before he steps back in. Mankind has lost faith and not willing to help others.
This plague will kill millions, cause food shortages and people will fight and steal other people things just to survive. This is already going on but it will get worse, family against family friend against friend .There will be a time when it will be impossible to trust anyone.
(2) Then there is going to be a great war that one side blames the other. In my vision I have seen people’s skin melt off their body. I don’t know if it’s a nuclear war or not but it puts nation against nation. There will not be a nation on Earth that is not touched by this war. Also there will be very little food in any country.
(3) After the war the land will be so bad it can’t grow anything so people will starve. There will be no water supply either. Don’t know how many years this will go on for but it will be a long time.
(4) After a while the people will start healing and everyone will come together and realise the mistakes they made. Things will get better, slowly but surely.
Hopefully the country will heal before the war happens. But we have politicians in every country at the moment that are power hungry. My personal opinion they are a bunch of idiots that overlook what is best for our planet and the entire human race.
I didn’t come up with this on my own. This was not a figment of my imagination. This is what I saw or should I say was shown during my abduction experience. I truly hope that these future ‘visions’ do not come true. Please make up your own mind about this. The abduction experience was scary enough but these visions scared me even more then and still concern me today.
Calvin Parker: January 2022. Mississippi, USA.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
Calvin Parker was one of two men whose abduction experience took place on the Pascagoula Rover, Mississippi on October 11th, 1973. He is the author of two books: ‘Pascagoula – The Closest Encounter’ and ‘Pascagoula – The Story Continues’.